good friends lost...

christmas has come and gone once again...and for me the season was full of highs and lows...the high point being chrismas eve, up till five in the morning playing poker, drinking white russians, watching skin-a-max, and tempting fate...and the lows being old friends cashing it in for a few hours of pleasantness, crappy movies, and a tenth of a penny...but hey, times change, and people revert back to where they belong...its not about people changing too much, its about them going towards their nature which is quite disturbing but also quite natural...i've been fighting for them for many years but it is now too late and i am too tired...i suppose i can only stick to the few that will continue the course towards enlightenment...and leave the rest to their own devices...successful/unsuccessful, married/unmarried, they will all be characters in memory...god help 'em all...