chilly night on essex street

would you like to know how out of the loop i truly am?...today someone mentioned contact points to me and i had no idea what they were talking about...am i that far away from reality that i don't even know what contact points are...(i do now by the way)...man i cannot believe i have gotten through thirty years without knowing that...after all they are important...then i thought, man i don't think i could ever find anyone important enough that would vouch for me...think about it, who would really have anything glowing to say...i can't think of one person, (not even my mother at this point)...ahh to be rich, pretty, and vacuous to boot...the bliss of the neverending sunshine...the curse of awareness is the curse of the enlightened soul...