the excruciating pain of waking

another day has arisen upon me from the east with the harsh burning rays of the sun piercing my eyes...uggh i think, what exactly is the trial today...last night i awoke at 3 in a pool of sweat with a burning in my lower lungs...i sat up in bed and then doubled over...all i want to do right now is sleep i thought...now this...i was happy to be released from the dream i had been having...i was cleaning up pound after pound of rat shite from my living room floor...the more i picked up the more seemed to be there...it was quite unsettling at the time, but i was relieved when i awoke that it wasnt real and i would not again have to experience the ammonia-like smell of rancid waste...however, i still had severe burning in my lungs and i wondered when if ever i could get back to sleep and dream...so there i was trapped between rat feces and burning lungs at 3 in the morning...